TMI

I have come to realize that my blog has ceased being as much a sobriety blog as it has become my beginning to understand the love I feel so deeply for My Lady. And letting go and saying goodbye to what I have prayed so long and fast about, and hello to the relationship I should have been embracing all along instead of what I prayed for and wanted. I must move forward to that which will make My Lady happiest, and that is best how I may show her how much I love her. She is the love of my life and I am sorting through my feelings for her.

So next I post here, I will try and remain closer to topic and write about sobriety, which is actually becoming almost boring for me to write about. Boring because I do not struggle to remain sober. Sober is easy. The struggle I have is learning to live the remainder of my life confident that I am worthy of love and a long-term relationship in friendship with the most beautiful woman in the world. 

I know that I can fall off of sobriety if I do not always remain vigilant. However I am not returning to the prison of hell from which I successfully escaped and Jesus escorted me away from. 

Been there. Done that. Ain't happening again. I never will return to the pain from which I escaped once I bound myself to sobriety.

So once I need to write something again I will.

We will see how long silence is golden from me.

Thank God I Am Free Soberly.