Alone, unneeded and unwanted by anyone right now.
I've felt alone before. Alone as I feel right now.
Thank God I am sober. My sobriety is mine and I celebrate it daily. No-one ever asks me how my sobriety is going? It goes quite nicely thank you.
I love life and living it, I am just feeling alone and unwanted by humans right now.
I love taking images of beautiful things and I am surviving right now by taking beautiful images, and sharing them with people I know. Makes my heart feel good sharing beauty with others.
I feel like I am always strong for others, whether or not these are actually real feelings that I am being strong for others.
I really pray and hope and pray that I am strong for others.
I miss having friends who ask me how I am doing way deep down inside. I have always had to be my best friend. Fuuuing neurodivergence. Fuuuing awkwardness. Fuuuing sadness right now.
I will overcome these feelings. I always do soberly. I love my sobriety. I love life, I am just down right now and will climb back up. I always do.
I will get over these feelings just as I have before. God and Jesus and The Holy Ghost Mother always take care of me. And sometimes my guardian angel Uriel, I am aware of is standing beside me, sometimes holding me.
I miss being held and hugged. I miss feeling like I am loved by anyone else besides myself. I miss feeling secure. I miss feeling wanted. I will feel good again soon.
===>>>>Archangel Uriel is known as the angel of wisdom. He shines the light of God's truth into the darkness of confusion. Uriel means “God is my light” or "fire of God."
So I am not alone except here. I have legions of Heavenly Guardians watching over me wanting and needing me.
And thank God Almighty I am sober.
KEEPING THIS SOBRIETY BLOG REAL. THIS IS ONLY HOW I FEEL NOW. I WILL SOAR AGAIN WITH EAGLES SOON.
