You Never Know Just How Much You've Lost Until You Sober Up Realizing It's All Been Gone For Awhile.

I never knew how much I was loosing and lost until I sobered up.
Then what I thought I had was not.
Even for what I have lost I have now gained so much and will never return.
I am sober today now and always.
What has happened I can never change.
I will only remain sober and develop growth towards new experience's living sober.
Learning sober.
Thinking sober.
It is with sobriety that I shall continue to grow and live.
It is with return to alcohol that I will die.
I will die and I cannot change that.
I will control that I will die sober.
Amen.