And the only successful thing I ever did in my life was drink.
Not parenting. Not making friendships. Not building employment history with relevance. Not building a retirement. Not being an husband. Not being a boyfriend. Not being a friend. Not in relationships of any kind. No savings intrinsic or extrinsic. No offerings.
Well I have successfully organic gardened once in a while first when I was a drunk and now that I am sober.
And I am trying to build a photo-printing business with my photography.
Still sober because drinking just is not me anymore. Life sucks right now. I do not need booze to fruck it all up though. I will live through this soberly. I will die if I drink as a drunk, and that is just not happening. I will live through this soberly.
Forever is such a finite word. Finite time sucks. Forever sucks unless forever were with her.
Love is beautiful. I love her so very profoundly deep. She is beautiful.
I am forever grateful that we remain friends for whom I am still allowed to love and support her in whatever way she is most comfortable. To ensure she is safe is important for me because I simply love her that much.
She is the most beautiful woman in the world.
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