Heavenly Days

I haven't posted here in over eleven months now.  Still sober from all of course.  Still no word from my daughter.  Had to cut loose two friends this past week.  One is Dave-O whom I've blogged on here in the past especially in 2016-2017. I've been there for him as a friend having saved his life twice through calling sheriff's welfare check.  I've supported him emotionally through phone calls and texting encouraging him and trying to keep alive a friendship which began 35 years ago, drifted apart for 3 years and resumed our friendship 5 years ago. These past two years, one and a half years of his sobriety now, David began to ghost my responses with greater frequency until now I am tired.  Tired of receiving little and no response so frequently to my texts and phone calls and since I deserve a better friendship than what's been offered me by Dave these past couple of years. I have stopped trying. I will respond when and if he responds so we will see.
As to my cutting loose another friend I will write more on that friend at a later time when I have the response formulated.  Only thing I will say for now is that they think they have terminated our friendship. Best for them in the long run to believe they are doing what's best for them and done so from their own inspiration. More on that later after much more thought from me.

Sometimes no matter what you try things just don't work out.
Thank God Almighty Sobriety is mine.
XO Ima Soberalcoholic